There and then i thought I did. And now I know that if I cling to any words any too strongly, I all of a suddenly melt and die. I do not give a care about what it is that...God, what a disaster. I am feeling very very sad. I am also feeling very very sad. What people do not understand is that to grieve over something, that thing needs to be GONE!!! ( Read more... )

This is my first livejournal entry from far away. i hear the washer machine tumbling around. I like to read poetry and I did of a fried. Went to sleep last night with a guided imagery cd. It felt nice. I guess I was relaxed. it brought to mind an image of me sleeping or nestled very comfortably to sleep and tall cloaked guardian angels in a circle ( Read more... )